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Ohman i had the best day ever yesterday!

Together my mummy sis and my aunty, we went to catch the national day preview!

haha. my dad was always entitled to free tickets for some reason. and they actual day would be real close to exams and everything so we went for the preview instead!

gahh! and the 72 member choir was RIVER VALLEY'S CHORALE !! (: i was like uber proud can. when daniel ong announced our school and everything my whole family cheered like mad. everyone kinda turned around and stared. this lady infront of me said: gosh now we all know which sch you're from. i shrugged.

ahah! mr ong chun ling sat like 2 seats behind me. haha so fun. someone suddenly called my name and i was like WHOA mr ong! haha. cool. so coincidental . he was there with another guy, prob his brother.

and so i cheered like mad whenever the choir came on!

haha. i was real proud of dad too. he was flying one of em' Hepachis (:

so we had like a smashing time! goody bad this yr rocks too!

haha. next wk will be really sian cus yile and df are going to beijing on mon-sat and all the science fair people (including my fav tablemate shike!) will be going to INDIA from thursday to the following thursday!. yikes. gonna miss them ! =(

i'm insidiously withering off man. :/

i bought couple of books too! haa. jodi picoult's 19 min, and all 3 of mitch albom's bestsellers.

haha i'll try to read in btw lessons and stuff. (: started on Tuesdays with Morrie alrdy. ohman its like so touching with every page i turn i wanna cry man. unlike my other classmates i don't really follow with the hp trend. lol. my whole class is kinda ADDICTED to harry potter man.

lol i don't deny its a good book, but i haven't been following the past 2 sequels so i wouldn't really know whats going on in the 7th book even if i diligently read it.

haha.

oh and during the preview yesterday there was this guy infront of me who kept looking at his mirror. ewww . narcissist!

haha anyw yest was fun! td's my aunt's bd so i think we're going out to celebrate ltr on.

haha. (:

tata ppl!

I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't intend to find out.

Everyday when I wear my uniform and get ready to go to school, I feel kind of sad and lonely.

On a typical day in school. I see so many different types of people. Muggers, Selfish people, AA people, BA people, fake people and a couple of nice pals.

the complexity of simplicity. people say its easy to just relax, take a breather, study for your Os with a good nice pace. Ms Ek says to slp early! Parents tell me to stop MSN-ing and SMS-ing.

if only everything were that simple.

I don't deny i am pretty clueless about things around me. some of my friends can tell a sincere relationship from one that's FAKE. I don't really know nor care. I just wanna live a nice life and well get a good education make nice friends work a little, and then die peacefully. god bless i won't get some terminal disease.

life's really that simple.

yet im struggling to live.

whats wrong with me.

what's wrong with everybody.

sometimes when i see people who were just so goddamn IRRITATING AND ABHORRENT i feel like giving them 2 tight slaps. LEFT RIGHT SLAP SLAP.

But i guess i have never really flare up before. those of you who know me must have noticed. im a pretty peaceful person. dont agitate me and we'll make good friends!

but some people just get on my nerves.

and i assure you, you are gonna get it from me really soon.

don't even think about messing with me cus you will lose.

this is such a anger-stricken post.

anyw today was heritage day. (: made PRATADOG with 4A! took loads of pictures! will get them from jontay and kaka soon (:

LOVE 4A. seems like they are the only people who can really cheer me up these days.

and today i realised

"It may sound really cliche, but..." is REALLY becoming an annoying cliche. for god's sake people use something with more spark, yeah?

anyw. took pictures with guides too. love'em a lot. 2B as well. arh. the mini get together today brought back so many memories. miss the good old times.

i have no idea what i wanna say so i shall be good , turn off my com and study for physics SPA.

studying. been doing that alot recently.

beginning to cringe at the very thought.

gdluck ppl (:

I'm really scared.

Prelims and the dreadful Os are coming. used to think it was far far away. reality check jiamin! it's coming in 42 days.

mug mug mug. i gotta hang in there.

gd luck everyone. we can do it (:

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:D haha kwanki i got it too (:

just caught A Knight's Tale on Star Movies.

I feel so enlightened suddenly. I thank you sincerely, Heath Ledger.

You made me see things in a whole different light.

nothing can stop me getting to my dreams, even though they may sound totally ludicrous.

with my hands i will change the stars.

you'll see.